Brenda's Meds

Brenda is currently up to 40 mgs of Buspar each morning and night. The latest refill was for 300 pills and cost $150. I feel guilty for wondering if it's worth it. If fixing her, if making her comfortable, is all worth it. How much do I drug her? She already seems high a lot of the time, yet still has bouts of aggression where she'd undoubtedly hurt someone.

But then I see her smile while waiting patiently for a treat or look up at me with gratitude in her eyes while we're out for a long walk and I feel good about the decision again. I just have to find a good low-cost online pharmacy to get her scripts filled from now on.